everytime I open a serious conversation with someone they walk away, I thought it's because people hate it but everytime I see someone talking about politics on the internet people actually hear them or when the teacher talks about religious conversations they enjoy it so much and starts asking so many questions but if I tried to open these conversations with the same people it feels so awkward that it feels like people just wanna joke and talk about memes with me which is completely okay but it's still so confusing