Well…
it's over. Completely shattered but I guess we both knew it was coming.
known her for 21 years, together for nearly 16 years.
Had built a beautiful home and two great kids but intamacy of all kinds died many many years ago.
The relationship was never prioritised by her and the work never truly done.
1.5 years of marriage counselling and only drifted further apart.
I did my best but I also got frustrated with the lack of progress which I regret..
Still… sad way to go… All I ever wanted was someone who loved and desired me as much as I do them.
Hard to see any light from where I'm standing right now.
Not really looking for advice.. Just venting as a large part of me died tonight.