I have been with my husband for 5 years now. Married for almost 3. The day before we got married I caught him sexting with a woman. I was livid, but I gave him another chance because I was embarrassed . It happened again 4 months after. Yesterday I went through his phone and found pictures of my best friend saved on a private folder on his phone. He’s been obsessed with her and I didn’t know It. Im sick I’m sad. Mad at myself for not leaving to begin with. Im sad I have to start over. Im sad that he has a daughter that I have been a full time mom too and I don’t know how to proceed with this. I think I stayed so long for her. I don’t even know how to get divorced im so overwhelmed. And im sick of feeling guilty because he is trying to make me feel bad for him. Idk guys. But im leaving him this time.