im 15M with no irl friends and its pretty hard talking to people without seeming nervous or awkward and i always get seen as the "weird one", i always get jealous when i hear other people talk about all the things they have done with their friends when i got nothing to tell, and i always see people saying "go to events and talk to people with similar hobbies", but how do i get the courage and actually talk to people without seeming weird/awkward?