I feel like I'm so desperate every time I remember people or like tiny conversations I had with them. And its so awkward when I say "Hey I met you at yadda yadda" and they are like "We did?". Or like sometimes how they don't seem to remember stuff so I pretend I don't either even if I do. Like I don't know why but it makes me feel like everyone else is just so busy with their life and I got nothing going for me which is why I cling onto what people say. People say that being good at remembering stuff about others is never bad, but like if somebody is repeating stuff I already know, I don't want to be like "I already know this" like I don't want to be a kissup, if that makes sense. Or maybe its because I'm pretty young so like when you're working corporate, most people tend to remember others? Or maybe I'm just not really that memorable? If so, how do I be memorable? It sucks when you fade into the background. And I don't want to do that anymore and I want people to remember me the way I remember them.