Why does people love to judge others so much like I have social Anxiety, I'm not very good at holding conversation or initiate one basically I'm too deep into thinking what they'll think about me rather than focusing or conversation also my mind goes blank when I'm talking with someone which is really hard for me I don't even know what exactly I need to fix like when I think leave it I'll be extrovert and playful they label me as immature, childish not a street smart person and when I just stay quiet don't say anything there's a awkward silence and they label me as abnormal or weird maybe because of my body language idk. IDK WHAT TO DO ANY SUGGESTIONS