Normally I’m into women and although I have realized that I’m sexually curious about men and what penetrative sex feels like, ovulation is a different beast. I can feel the one sided ache that comes with it sometimes (whichever ovary releases an egg) and without fail my arousal goes up. During this, my attraction to men goes from an occasional fantasy to being irl veryyy attracted to men to the point where I don’t even think about women much. Being much larger than me, deep voice, the sleeves rolled up to expose the forearm veins… so good. In personality if he’s very confident and more of a “leader” type that’s very very attractive as well. And not to mention the fact that I can smell things coming off of men. Woody, spicy, ambery smells. I thought it was a fragrance at first until I hung around some men long term and realized that this smell becomes very apparent during ovulation. I guess now I know why men’s colognes use those notes 😂. I feel bad that my attraction shifts so much because while ovulating I want to fall in love with a man and be with him forever and ever and then when I’m not I’m mostly into women. Confusing shit.