For preface I 22F am bi and have been dating my current partner 22F for about three years. When we first got together I had just broken up with my ex boyfriend. Our relationship had been amazing for the first two years and then she cheated on me with one of her coworkers. And when she cheated it emotional and physical. But anyways lately I’ve been getting really annoyed and upset with her for just being around. I value my alone time (she doesn’t live with me) and lately she’s been spending the night more often and I don’t like it. I love her very much but I just want a break. She is always around and when she isn’t we’re always otp or texting and I am slightly annoyed. Also I’ve been having thoughts of cheating with on her with a mutual male friend we have. I’ve been having thoughts about cheating for a month now but I’ve never acted on it. This is the first time I am saying all of this I just need to get it off my chest and ask for advice. I love her in am so much but I just don’t know what to do.