i was having sex once a month with this guy and everytime i would have sex with him he penetrate me and i would feel this pressure like it doesn’t hurt but it is so much pressure that i bleed and everytime he fingers me i bleed i don’t know if its because i’m not turned on or he’s doing too it rough but it’s effecting my me my health i look on google , chat gpt , etc. but there’s no enough about what happening is it because i’m not turned on or he just doing it too rough asking for a friend i NEED HELP.
also i like this same guy but he doesn’t and wants sex all the time but expects me to just go with the flow i don’t know what to do with my life i depressed and lonely can i get some advice on what should i do to get over my depression..