M(22), i and my gf f(23) sleep once a month together. I'm in a line of work which requires extreme focus for long hours. We have started sleeping recently and i cant keep my focus as before, and have continuous graphics of us doing what we did, moreover my mom told me not to indulge till the time im in college. Help me with strategies to get over it, I am not very good with expressing how I really feel with her due to my big ass ego ðŸ˜