I need to put everything in context first. And by no mean do I 100% think I am right, I need opinions.
My bf isnt repulsed by periods but period sex is a no go for him. Fine, that doesn’t make me happy as its my first time being with someone like that but fine.
However, in my opinion part of building intimacy is finding ways around obstacles to satisfy both parties. And lately I just got a tiny bit of lip injection and I can’t kiss aggressively or give oral for 2 weeks.
I am currently on my period and my bf mentioned how horny he was all day, I figured at night we might try a little something depending on how tired/mood we are.
So in bed tonight I gently kissed him because I can’t kiss very hard and one thing leads to another where I jerked him off and gave him a little bit of oral, he must have forgotten about my lips because he was a bit rough (which I usually like!), touches my clit a bit and then he finished on my stomach. Ok cool.
But then after he comes back from washing his hands he cuddles me but doesn’t try to finish me and he senses I am a bit cold and asks what should he do? Cuddle? Touch me? So im like well I would like to finish too…
So he rubs my clit, and its cool, I try to redirect him as he isnt in a good spot, and he feels my tampon string and recoils…
So the mood is instantly over, and I am just so sad…and I can’t explain it. I feel like I try hard to please him and for him to recoil just because he touched the string makes me sad and angry but of course I dont wanna force him to do something he isnt comfortable with.