I have no friends and I’m 22. I get bored and lonely constantly and I try to get to know my coworkers a bit better, but nobody seems to bother wanting to connect out of work. Not only that, but i have what people (and I one also) perceived to be one of the cushiest, most perfect jobs, build a bear, but I just struggle massively to talk to people there because of how rude people can be and the pressure to sell. I recently learned I have ADHD too which explains why under pressure, I fumble constantly over my words and what I say makes no sense. I’ve noticed coworkers talk about me, I’m extremely attentive to anything like that. One of them also claims to be neurodivergent too but she seems so judgemental of my quieter ways and I can sense her annoyance when I’m struggling. I hate being so lonely but what else can I do? I’m well aware that it’s annoying to people, I’m annoyed by it too. I’m just constantly on edge & it’s tearing me apart. I’ve tried to be confident & outgoing, but it’s not me