Hi folks I'm still nıt comfortable posting this in here because I'm embarrassed XD. But I had some issues with my penis while doing it for the first time with my partner.
The thing is me and partner are each other's first and they literally felt so good from everything I did. And even though I came 3 times I didn't really feels a thing until my third time with my own hand.
First of my penis kind of hurts when even a slight pressure is applied to it's sides like I can't even change it's direction sideways and if I swing it side to side it hurts like hell. And when my partner held the only comfortable position for my penis was only it's narutal direction and I literally couldn't stand my partner grabbing it at the starting point. It's like it doesn't want to be touched.
Secondly I literally felt like 10% of pleasure I would expect from oral sex like almost no feelings at all. Not just that but everything my partner does almost gives me no pleasure or I don't even feel it at all. Sometimes I only feel it hurting when my partner plays with it with their hands.
For the second issue it's probably about the way I masturbate because I have death grip syndrome :(. I will be using a lighter touch and also lubrication. But I don't know what to do about the second issue :/. My theory is it's again death grip because I think I masturbate while pressuring the sides too much…
Any advice? You think masturbating correctly will fix my penis :/. I literally couldn't get it up for normal sex…