So, i 18M, and my boyfriend, 19M are together for like 3-4 years, and we decided to deepen our sexual life and there's a problem. He always states that he's a switch type of person, but he acts completely like bottom. I know that sexual life isn't all in relationship but I just feel bad topping, it's something completely not for me. I tried to talk with him about that i don't feel right being a top but after some time it all gets to the entry point. I really want someone to take the lead but i don't think he would be able to do that, I love him very much and i don't want to leave him only over that, but it really bothers me. And i must say that even if he topped me, i would feel bad that i can't fullfil his desires as switch. I wanted to ask if someone had same situation and could they share their experience about these things. I really appreciate any help.