18m, and ive only had one friend my entire life, and we went apart at 13. My parents are divorced since i was in second grade so I didnt get the care that usual kids get. I live in a kinda religious village with about 6k people. And all my life I couldnt connect to a singlr person here. And from what i see everyone has friends or family and im the only one being left out. Ive lived all my life not experiencing what true friendship is like. It feels impossible i dont know how people make friends so easily. I feel like a wierdo…. No one even tries to get to know me.