My ex and I experimented and sometimes I let her have sex outside our relationship providing I knew about it.
My wife who I’ve know last 15 years doesn’t know about this, but I would like to try cuckolding or letting her play away as long as I know exactly what is going on and when.
I’m trying to do some self analysis here. Why is this hitting my button? The turn on for me is huge! My first ever relationship I was in I was extremely jealous and hurt by the end and then my second proper relationship I would say I fell in love, but we were young 18 at the time and it worked out for a year or two. My relationship since then I was not always faithful until I met my current partner/wife. I am no longer a jealous type.