And mind you he never loved me too. I am a (31F) married to a (44M). I got pregnant after barely knowing him for 4 months and traditionally we had to get married. We’ve been married for 7 years now and it keeps getting worse. I tried to really do my duties but we’ve been through so much as a couple that will even shake a marriage that has love as its foundation. My Husband on the other hand has a different perspective to marriage. Since we are married then we have to be together and fight through. Personally I don’t want to continue in this misery. Unfortunately I reconnected with the one person in this world whom I love and even though I do not intend to leave my husband for him, neither was he a in the picture throughout the toughest moments of this marriage but speaking to him has made me realised, I’ve suppressed a lot of emotions and lost myself. I want out but my husband wants to make it work 😭