my bf is kinky and very experienced and hes my first (i’m very inexperienced). i also have sexual trauma from when i was a toddler/child. so sometimes i get triggered or don’t enjoy things, or feel trapped during sex and just want to stop, but im able to control/hide it and push through.
a few days ago he touched me and started doing stuff to me while i was sleeping and the last time thats happened to me i was a kid getting molested in my sleep so it was obviously unexpected and triggering asf. i continued with him when i woke up because i didn’t want to disappoint him or make him feel bad but i hated it.
it’s been days so i feel weird to bring it up now and it was a one time thing but i want to tell him that it made me uncomfortable. im not sure if i should even say anything because i also literally continued it and didnt even show signs of being uncomfy. what do i do and how do i tell him