In my last year of high school and I must say it has really worn me down. I feel like I’m having an existential crisis. There’s so much on my mind that my family and friends don’t understand.
I’m tired of all of my interests being digital and online. It feels pointless and in the long run I’ll be harming my health. I don’t know how to branch out into interests in the real world.
I’m sick of browsing YouTube and Social Media. So much so when I see terminally online slang I get disgusted and angry at myself for knowing what that means. I just want to be normal and wish I was alive during the 2000s so I could be social.
I interact with my friends mainly through gaming but I’m tired of going on the PS. It feels pointless and that we should be doing things in real life but when I tell them they say I don’t want to spend time with them.
Soon I’ll be graduating and never see most of my classmates again. I fear being lonely forever or stuck with people scared of living. Your 20s are meant to be doing crazy shit right? But everyone around me wants to stay inside all day.
I don’t know I need some soul searching so any tips from those older than me?