Sometimes I genuinely wonder why my boyfriend loves me so much. He’s so all-in emotionally, spiritually, and mentally. He constantly pours into me and reminds me how much I mean to him. He’s like a prayer that has been answered.
And while I love being with him, there’s this little voice in me that keeps questioning: Why me? My life isn’t perfectly put together right now. I’m still trying to find my feet career-wise, stability-wise, emotionally at times too.
Physically, I don’t have issues with how I look, but when I look at other areas of my life, I sometimes feel like I’m not “ready” or “enough.” I don’t want to be a burden to him. I want to be someone who adds peace, calm, and light to his life not someone who adds more weight or stress.
He says I’m the love of his life, but I feel behind in mine. Is this self-sabotage? 😩
Have any of you ever felt this way? How do you get out of your head and truly accept love without overthinking your own worthiness?