I’m in therapy and obviously have difficulties with self worth but I also believe people deserve love without being completely healed and a lot of healing happens within loving relationships. That being said I’m 28f trying to date men and they make me feel so horrible. I’ll have an amazing date with someone and he’ll say he wants to hang out again and be super flirty and stare into my eyes and give me subtle touches and then he doesn’t reach out so I have to and he says he wants to hang out again but it’s still unclear. It’s always unclear and I end up internalizing everything and all I can think is “he wants a different girl” “I’m not pretty enough” “I’m not enough”. It’s so hard for me because I’m a lover and I see the good in people and I’ll meet people who I genuinely want to continue connecting with even just as friends but they treat me like I’m completely disposable. It really hurts every time. I don’t know how I can keep doing this. Any advice is appreciated