I, 28 (M), met 31 (F) via Hinge. We went on a date in February, but after a few weeks of talking, she said she wasn't dating because she was busy.
Fast forward, I reached out to her in July, and we started talking. After so many reschedulings, we went on a date. During the date, she told me about her past trauma was ra*ed when 17 (i have no issue with that because thats not her fault). She is LGBTQ+ and has slept with women. (I am not LGBTQ+, but this didn't turn me off.) She is also moving to NY next month, and said she will make it work and yes long distance has complications but she is extremely devoted person
She is pretty, not the type I usually go for, but still, she's attractive. After our date, she became super avoidant, and today I talked with her. She said she wants to date me and would make it work, and is super loyal and monogamous, but after consulting my close ones. I ended things with her today because scheduling with her is not easy, and what if she drops me like she did in February I will get more heartbroken than I am right now.
After ending things, I am not happy. I have mixed feelings about her, I want to talk to her, and a part of me wants to be with her, and i don't feel good
(She wanted to go on another date or call over the phone to further discuss our suition but i ended things over text)
I am also taking time off dating after this, because i need to work on my anxious attachment
Anyone ever been through something familiar