Hello. I just received my call to do military service in my home country. However theres an issue, I am a concentious objector or pacifist or whatever you want to call it. The point is that I know that even if it might be considered justified I could never kill Another human being, I simply could not live with the thought. However i understand that there is a high probability of war coming, and I couldnt live with abandoning my compatriots. My question is what can I do without feeling like ive abandoned my morals?