Basically the guy left me 3 months postpartum, the entire breakup & the months leading up to it is quite honestly a clusterf***, the perfect way to describe it. Anyways, his family and my family and mutuals basically all kinda agreed he’s stupid for giving up on the marriage. He finally came to me and said he going to go to therapy & try to have a better relationship. I obviously want to for the sake of our baby. Also we have hung out a few times and there’s clearly great chemistry and attraction. Plus we’ve been together a real long time since we were young teenagers. But I also feel emotionally flat these past couple hang outs. I sort of feel like I’m just going through the motions & honestly don’t have much to say or really feel interested in being there honestly. And I’m super motivated mentally to fix things, but for some reason I see him in person these past couple of times and things feel dead on my end but I can tell it’s not on his.