i’ve never had a boyfriend at my big age of 23 and i feel so awful about it. i haven’t had any of my firsts and it feels like the more time that passes, the worse that it gets. i’ve tried dating apps but i find it near impossible to develop interest in people on there as it just feels very superficial. i’m in university currently, so i meet tons of new people but nothing has ever worked out. practically everyone else i know (friends, family members, classmates) has had some kind of luck with finding a relationship. i just can’t help but feel like there’s something wrong with me. i want to pinpoint exactly what it is that makes me so weird or abnormal so i could fix it. it’s really hard not to feel desperate. i don’t know how to begin making a romantic relationship happen for myself, but i do want one really bad. i feel like a loser T_T