After something I had that failed I've just been looking for something, but every time I try it goes nowhere, friend zones, out of nowhere they stop talking to me, or to me that's worst, you unbag so much conversation and the person barely entertains it, or says ''I'm sorry for not answering, I'm interested in you'' but doesn't prove it. Like its just so frustrating, I'm not even looking for something serious. I've been complimented on my physique, that I look good, by a close friend that I'm fun to talk to, intelligent this and that but yet you're not interested in me? I was fine with that because me and her don't want to ruin the friendship but she prob js politely rejected me. And then when I tell her that to move on and talk to someone else they don't talk to me for a while, mind you they are active in their socials. Everyone seems to get a girl but I don't, that just makes me hate myself even more, I don't even know why I expect things to work. Im prob not likeable long term or I just haven't found my people. I don't know anymore. I guess ill focus on myself and dive into bad habits every now and then to forget about girls. This rant itself prob proves why I am unlikeable. Maybe I need to see this in a different perspective and continue to work on myself. But I just wanted to get my feelings out and hopefully be met with some replies. If its positive or negative im here to listen to them.