I am single 19F, Hispanic/White fyi
(Warning: I sound like a nut🔩⚾️. This post is going to be long)
Okay so like I have a type…well in the sense of fictional. So like My top crushes of all time is Hannibal Lecter played Mads Mikkelsen, Patrick Bateman, and Albert Wesker.
Like Im a country girl at heart, but I just want to live the life I deserve. Like I want to travel, I want to go to galas, fancy dinners, some one who take me out, and someone who can hold a GOD DAMN CONVERSATION! I am so sick of men.. no boys who pretend to be men cause of their job or cause they have had sex! Sex doesn't make you more of a man, thats what I think. Sex is sex. It doesn't make you more cool, sexy, smart, or more mature! I am a virgin but I know a lot about sex. Like even some kinky stuff, only cause I want to educate myself. But I just feel that what everyone is now! Such plain answers like "ok" in such a nonchalant way. Like STFU! PMO! Or every other person wants sex! 😭 But like I hate politics. I love America as a country, but its still hard to find someone who will not talk about politics and saying which parties are better than the other and how one person is innocent. No one is completely innocent.
(YES! I KNOW THEY BAD and Low-key evil! Especially Patrick. I DONT like all the killing and cannibalism. Just only what I highlighted down below.)
But! What I see is:
● They know how to dress. But they actually do it. Like if I find someone who know how to dress and does it, I would love that. Men in suits and knows how to dress classy and casual. (If you have seen Hannibal the TV series, you would know where I am coming from)
● They know how to cook. I don't mean eggs and ramen. (Thats simple stuff) I mean someone who knows their way around different kinds of food. My specialty that I can make is Egg's Benedict with homemade hollandais sauce. Basically just some one who knows their way around different kinds of food and not! A picky eater
○ Bonus if they know how to plate food, even if its a simple thing like scrambled eggs.
● Being smart. Like if they are really smart. I mean shit. I'm a nerd for The Phantom of the Opera, Tornados, F1, Silent Hill and a few others but those are the main ones. But if they are academically smarter than me, and rant on chemistry or just anything to do academic wise, that like actually really turns me on. 😅 *thats the first time I've that publicly cause..I feel like I'd be judged*
○Bouns if they have the same special interests as me.
● If they play any sort of instrument or like the have a lot of musical knowledge, even if it's on their favorite..Like Ghost or some other band. Like music is such a big part in my life. Like I can feel the emotions and colors, and I can make us scenario in my head just based off the music. Call me basic but I have always loved Frédéric Chopin, well actually anything classical music. But if they guy knows music of any kind, GREEN FLAG!
● Personal Hygiene is a high turn on for me. I like a man with white straight teeth. I know clear skin is so hard to achieve but if they do have some sort of skin care routine, besides water and bar soap, that just sparks something in my brain. I love a beautifully handsome man.
○ Bonus if they have longer than normal canines, have their own signature cologne, takes care of their nails.
●If they are cultured, that is a very green flag
● Has a good physique. I am not trying to be mean but I am a very active person. I like to go to clubs when I get older, I like going on walks and runs, I love swimming and being in hot pools, I do mountain biking. So I want some one who is Physically fit and healthy.
○ Bonus if they have abs, well sculpted hands, sharp jaw line.
TLDR: I want some one who is mature, smart academically and musically, likes a wide variety of music, knows how to dress and dresses like it, cultured, culinary skilled/knows cuisine, fit physique to match with my activities, takes care of themselves and has good dental health and great body care.
So yeah. I feel like I'm talking to a brick wall, over thinking, and like I'm loosing it cause I have such a specific taste. Also, the reason I am single is cause my long distance boyfriend, he was in the army fyi, broke up with me. And it was a good relationship but also muddy cause we've broke up and got back together, then he was the one to break up with me. 😮💨 So yeah. Im taling like 1-3 years to work on myself and wait till I'm older to date so I can find that man.
So the big question still is.
Am I too picky, Is it really that hard to find a guy who fits my preferences??