Recently at work (I'm in food service) my shift lead asked if my coworker and I had any spillage (dropped or discarded items.) I said something like "No, we didn't have any spillage, do you need some?" and jokingly hovered a piece of bacon as if I was going to drop it. He responded sarcastically like "Oh, we have a comedian here…" and I tuned it out but I think he said something about being kicked out if I dropped it on purpose. and later when I apologized and told him I didn't mean it he said it was okay and that he can take a joke. But I honestly think it was an inappropriate joke to make and it happened because making jokes is an impulse I have when I feel like I'm not fitting in. I can't stop thinking about it and worrying that I could get fired for that joke (I do have OCD.) This is a new job and I felt like today was the first time I was doing a lot of nervous joking. How can I stop being cringey at work?