I’m at the point in my life where I have to start planting roots in my career and hate to say I just don’t care. I don’t care about my work and I don’t know how others (especially senior people) are so invested in it. Maybe because their kids are out of the house but some days I can barely muster the courage to look enthusiastic. I’ve jumped around a bit to land at the company I’m at which is Fortune 500 but still it’s just enough to not make me tuck tail back to my hometown with my parents. I’m watching relationships change or evaporate with family and “friends,” everybody is getting older faster it seems. Maybe I’m just overcome with anhedonia or delusions of grandeur, but feeling so dissatisfied with life. I listened to my parents, studied hard in school, and got a couple stem degrees but feel like a part of my soul was compromised forever. Now I just day dream about traveling abroad indefinitely or start an old hobby and making it big as a dj or something to cope on my commute home. My days after work seem super short too and can’t imagine having kids. Idk how people do it man life sucks lol. I want my money back. Should’ve had more fun in college.