So at the begining of my school year i was a newkid and i didint have any friends and i was split if i wanted friends since last school year the school i went to was really gehtto and everyome was insufferbal includeing my friends i have a whole year of just terrible interactions with people who started off wanting be my friend and for even the friends i did have there was always a wall of shallowness or they woild say or do something fucked up i haf to keep quiet about to fit in and the adults were terrible to
The lesson i tookaway from this is that most people you will meet in a school enviroment suck and i was proven right throupgh middle school and highschool with the only exception being 2 guys i met who were also potheads
But i still had insecurties and still wanted to give it a try i went my barber waited about an hour just for him to mess up my haircut to the point where you couldnt even tell (he was new and my old barber left) i was stressing for a long while till i came to my senses and realized this school year would be no diffrent from past expernices
And im getting tired of fakeing my personilty so other than keeping clean i didint groom myself to look good and other than some passive agressive remarks nobody really talks to me
was i wrong for this