Everybody has witnessed some dumb actions for 3.6 years from the first grade of middle school to high school. I got many critics for being too hard to please everyone. Then, I get matured at the second semester of high school. It was late, however without those lessons I will be forever trapped in this imbecility. Long short story I was hyperactive and clownish; I have balls to do everything in public, I felt like I was the unique one. But moving to another peak phase, I realised I was dead cringe.
And now, I get the consequences even I improved; I have guts to talk, to be present, to be there and here. I knew I was behaving wrong, yet my mind sought attention as if it is an achievement. I feel like I'm underestimated and overlooked by peers, I guess that people still stick my old image in their head. I guess it is the time to move onand stick to the one who still is comfortable with me?