Im gonna rant so whoever wants please listen –
I've always loved the idea of falling in love and being in a relationship. sure – ive been in situationships. But never a relationship. And it gets to me. Deep in my heart i feel things ( and have crushes ) but it just feels that no-one will ever like me. Sure ive been asked out once or three times but i never truly knew those people and was moving away so there was no point.
Maybe its because when I like a guy I've never confessed. To be honest i'd LOVE to be asked out by a guy that i like ( its mmost likely neer gonna happen) but if so what can i do? Theres this guy in my film class thats really cute – we were in theatre together ( hes 17 im almost 18) and sometimes talk , sit in the same class for lunch ( so we know eachother) sometimes his repost come up on my feed about liking a girl ( maybe me tbh?) because i can sometimes catch him looking at me and his friends aswell. IDK though i may be crazy. what do i do?
I always see ppl my age in relationships and always wonder – is somthing wrong with me? am i too ugly to be someones girlfriend , am i too loud ? too annoying?? im so tired of asking myself these questions.