I ended up shadowing a doctor and we got along really well, I was pretty much having someone cash in a favor and allowed me to go for a day with them and when they got to know me they pretty much said I could stay however long! We ended up really bonding and turned out we were very similar! I ended up getting another shadowing opportunity so I left and we ended up seeing eachother in the hallway later on but now me with the new Dr I was shadowing and I felt so funny, like I was being unloyal hahahahaha
Anyways few months pass and I heard through the grapevine that they have a new student shadowing with them and I’m like ?!. I thought we had something special… (in a silly way ok)
Does anyone get these little weird betrayal feelings?! Som other times I’ve felt this is when I have a friend that I get along with really well and I introduce them to som friends and then they end up becoming friends and hanging out one on one, it’s like ?!?!
Idk why I feel this and idk how normal it is but it feels silly