I am 17M and I've never kissed or even held hands before. I want a girlfriend but going outside is not an option. Not only am I a huge introvert and don't know how to talk to strangers regardless of their gender but I also live in a village which isn't exactly that small but it's small enough that everyone knows everyone and you're at most 2 people away from each other. Dating apps are out of the question for now because I'm not 18 yet so what do I do?