I feel so bored in most company, but I appear really vibrant there. I laugh, I ask, I listen, I seem engaged but I'm truly supremely bored. I feel so under nourished in these places.
Am I fake? Shallow? Clever? All of the above?
Tell me how you do it, if you do it. When people tell me "Find your tribe" kinda advice, it feels so useless because if I could, I would!