I've always struggled with making conversations and recently it's been eating away at me so much. I somehow cannot talk normally and have the weirdest answers to the most normal things which i always end up regretting ever saying. Conversations feel so draining to me even though I love it when I can have meaningful exchanges, but it's only with a few select people,it's hard to do small talks/ talk without oversharing I feel insufferable sometimes. I have 0 eloquency or wit, a low voice, i stutter alot and just end up saying nothing sometimes it's SO awkward people just end up ignoring me. It's also my drop year so idk how I'm going to make friends either. I wish I could pretend to be extroverted private person when I go to college next year but with my speaking habits I don't even know how it's possible to improve myself within an year. Would really appreciate some consolation/advice 🙁