F19 and M20. I was a virgin before him so he’s my first. I haven’t ever been able to cum from him and I feel bad. I can make myself cum just fine, but it’s always been from toys/squeezing my legs together instead of penetration.
I feel like there’s times I’m close to it but he stops right before I can, or I’m just at the very edge and it just dies before it gets there? I don’t know. I’ve faked it every time or just told him I didn’t cum and he gets a little bummed. We’ve been together for 5 months.
It feels good don’t get me wrong, 99.99% of the time I’m the one jumping him, but I’ve just never been able to cum. I feel embarrassed.
EDIT: Because I didn’t really word this out well the first time I thought I’d clarify. I do not fake it every time we have sex. 80-90% of the time I’ll say I didn’t cum but during the 10-20% times it’s because I got really close and then it stopped all of a sudden. I get non-verbal when I’m close and I’ve told him this so it’s kind of hard for me to verbally say anything to let him know I’m almost there.