How do you completely get over someone? Some backstory: when I was younger about 13 my family was good friends with our neighbour, they had a son my age and we obviously had the biggest crush on each other, nothing ever happened when we were kids but we were always together. Anyway fast forward to adult hood we never really kept in touch, we were always friends on fb and socials but never really spoke since we were kids because we both moved. Anyway last year we reconnected and started talking and hanging out again and of course those feelings came back, we started seeing each other but it was never “official”. I felt so incredibly happy, I always thought about our situation as “right person wrong time” but not this time, I felt like for once it was finally the right time for us, we were finally meant to be together. Well anyway it only lasted a couple months before things ended between us, I think I was to needy? Anyway it’s been a year now, he’s got into a relationship pretty quick after we ended (he’s still in it) which good for him honestly I’m glad he’s happy. But here I am a year later still not over him. I did so much healing and self improvement and just felt like I was finally ready to move on and be happy again, and honestly I was. These last few months I’ve been incredibly happy and haven’t thought about him in a good while. About a week ago I had a dream about him, I don’t know why but I just did and I literally woke up crying. And now once again I can’t stop thinking about him and wishing we never ended, I miss him and I know he’s never coming back and this is so damn frustrating because I thought I finally moved on and was so happy but now since that stupid dream I feel like I’m stuck all over again. This is really messing with me.


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