I'm a 19 year old male and looking for a way to know myself and what turns me on better.
I've lately been finding myself truned on by some porn that left me feeling troubled since I don't believe/don't want to believe I'm into the stuff.
I have been in a pretty weird place mentally and questioning my identity (not gender identity just in general) and don't feel like I can trust all my thoughts rn.
I'm single currently and don't really like hookup culture and was preferring to have my first time with someone I love. What are some healthy ways I can explore further that won't have a negative impact?