10 years marriage , I feel scared and couldnt find right way to go through ; I am changing ,he has been changed …. I dont know where to go .
I feel disappointed about his inconsistant promise and always made me disappointed and he still didnt change , I feel less and less trust to believe what he say ; always feel he wont do it ;
He seems to complain I didnt support his IT dream , invest money to buy computers which I feel he not focus on his job , do something else and I dont think it will , he already spend thounsands dollars to do that , still keep asking money from me , and say I am supportive ;
I dont know where to go .