(19f) idk if this will even make sense but if someone shows the slightest bit of interest in me, they will genuinely consume my thoughts for AWHILE. when i develop a crush, it becomes an unhealthy obsession. its probably because i’ve been so deprived of romantic/sexual interaction recently but it’s actually so annoying. idk how to really put it into words but i basically become obsessed with potential. how do i start giving less of a fuck because its exhausting being me