Does anyone else get that weird feeling after you hang out with friends where you rethink everything you said and did. I just got back from a hangout with a newer friend of mine and we are close but for some reason I felt like I was being so annoying and weird. I feel like sometimes I’m just off-putting or sometimes I don’t allow myself to be myself and I just act like how I think they want me to act. Does that make sense? Like this isn’t really my personality, I’m usually quiet. I love my friends but I get home and wish I was different. Like I think about how ugly I am, and how different I wish I was. It makes me reluctant to hang out with anyone again.