It was really frustrating me and I felt like he just expected me to just turn off my feelings for him and just be there for him as a friend but each time I tried it seems like the feelings would just come back for him and I cannot act on it because he just wants me to be just a friend. So yesterday I ended our communication with him telling him these things because I felt like it was holding me back especially if he would never reciprocate my feelings and as long as I stayed in contact with him I would never be able to move on heal and find possibly a new relationship down the road because I would still be too stuck on him. I just wanted him to know that and I just felt like it was closure for me and I feel like cutting contact is the only way for me to go because if I didn't it would only hurt me. I can't control the fact that I see him as something more than a friend and I respect that is all that he's going to see me as but I need him to respect that I can't see him as just a friend and he needs to respect that as well. At first he would come back hot and then he will get inconsistent cancel plans and postpone plans and when he did make plans with me it was just very low effort. He would move fast but then suddenly he would be inconsistent. I'm just so glad we never had sex that would have been a huge mistake! I'm at a point in my life where I just cannot accept this type of behavior anymore! He would treat me as more than a friend but also not a girlfriend and I would feel like this romantic / sexual tension every time we talk and it was just confusing and frustrating so I decided to walk away for good.