me (19 f) and my bf (19, m) have been together for 3 years but if we are honest we are broken up for 7 months now but where in a on off situationshup since then.
The rls before was toxic from his side he showed really really sick behaviour and treated me poorly.
Now he is foghting since two months and I see real changes, slow but real. But I had so so many doubts, its like I am living in doubt for months now.
I do love him but sonetimes I think what if there is someone that can give me love without treating me bad before. Were we have intellectual intimacy from the beginning. That is fair and healthy without having to work for it that hatd. Things like that
And I feel like I should break contacg because he deserves someone who fights for him too, and I fought really hard but shortly before he changed I got tired from it after many years of emotional „abuse“ or whatever you call it
Now I feel like its wrong to let him go. I love him he loves me and he is fighting for it.
And he wants an answer. What do I do.
I wanted to be in it 100% and I just al not atm
Do I stay with doubt or do I leave an break our hearts again?
Tl;dr: Do I leave if my ex/bf started trying to heal and is fighting now, but I was done already?