TLDR I get married next year
I’ve proposed to a woman who seeked me out at the bar three years ago. been together since late 2023
there’s been ups and downs en downs and I mainly don’t like her past. I sadly still have to see of her past hookups (not exs) around when we are out since there’s mutual friend groups not by choice it just happens. I’m having trouble dismissing it and I really am trying. Some interactions with those past people that she did before me has caused me not to trust her out alone. I know she wouldn’t do anything but even talking would make me mad. i did ask her if shoe was on other foot and there were girls out that I was with how would she react, and I got a bogus answer. Any advice to get over it because she is worth it but I can’t even go out of town because I don’t trust her.
i know it’s me that needs to work on getting it out of my head.