Honestly, feels like I have been going in an never ending loop of meet someone, talk to them, plan a date they don't show up, leave go to the next. The other option I go on the date they ghost me as soon the daye ends or
she doesn't make plans for a second date.
Never ending loop of feel excited the it goes it goes away. Been going at this for 5 years or more doesn't feel like I'm improving or getting better just getting better and hiding the pain.