like I saw some people did jokes so I start saying jokes too to fit in but I think my jokes were too much so they probably dislike me for that.
but if I don't do jokes, I think they will view me as a boring person too
my PR strategy didn't work, I can't be myself because I have no real personality so I just try to do what people would like or find funny or idk, it's probably the reason why I pushed people away