What I’m trying to say is that I want to engage in banter that I never have and I'm not good at it.
My persona is more of an introvert who fidgets a lot I’m not shy but I talk fast which makes me seem anxious.
It feels like my personality doesn't allow for banter because it just feels 'off' coming from me.
I’m not a great talker and struggle to hold a conversation.
I also worry that if I tried to overcome this, the people who know me would think I’m just faking it