Hi guys, I am 17 years old nearly turn 18(M). I am bad at social skills, for my whole life. I talk to people really less unless I need to ask them something or further asking for favors, of course I would pay them back with the same attitude as they did me a favor but at the same time, I also want to befriend and connect with them yet if I show my enthusiasm in my interests people would perceive it as cringe then they stay away from me. When I go online, I am unable to find a local community fit my interests even my area always fill with people into sports which I do not like. Since I did not show what my interests are yet so they're manga, light novel and anime, video games, language learning, programming but the obstacle here is my local area were filled with sporty, studying and casual gamers that are always in net cafes. I am that picky not to interact with those so I find a hard time around them, frustrated when they having a conversation which seems close to each other that made me feel lonely and alienating. Any help with online and in real life social stuffs will be appreciated, all I need is help, I do not want isolation anymore