I feel so bad that my brain keeps me in loser mindset. It's keeps telling me to continue staying at home and do nothing with your life. Like I'm 30 now and have zero confidence in my life simply because I don't have my life together. I don't have a job. I don't have a degree or skill set. I have no friends. I don't drive. I feel like an incapable adult child who hasn't stepped in the real world. I've been living in isolation for so long. Because of low confidence and low self esteem, I don't even like putting effort in my life. I realize I'm so weak dumb and slow. I don't have an passion or interest in my life. I feel so bad. Everyday goes the same just over worrying about life.